Evil Son: C21-1
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: Part 1
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Pulling his still hardened length from that lυstful inner wall of Yu Yanzhang that bound itself around his shaft with a deadly grip took a lot of effort on Yu Jiang's part, and required a movement akin to tugging a carrot buried deep in earth.
N/A
Can such things save my life when it's threatened? When I was trapped like a mouse in that basement, when I was violated again and again... did it save my life? Did it erase my fear?
Despite him having always being a gentle, cultured man, a man who rarely ever cursed.
Once his hυge length was freed and still spilling its seed, that still hot, still tight, hole of Yu Yanzhang's had immediately felt the loss that came with its emptiness. He stayed there, lying on the bed unmoving, where only the sticky white fluid that was released during their copυlation showed any sign of movement as it rippled down his thighs.
Morality, ethics... What even are such things? Can they be eaten as a meal?
But in Yu Yanzhang's world, has there been any signs that such a fair judge had ever existed?
Yu Jiang...
Yu Yanzhang was exhausted—too exhausted—to the point he had not so much of a modicum of strength to allow him to move. And now, the emptiness that follows love-making had taken hold of his heart, spurring within him a sudden feeling of being at a complete loss.
Never. From since childhood, he has experienced the pain of being ostracized, despised, rаped, and those attacks had even come from his own family.
Can such things save my life when it's threatened? When I was trapped like a mouse in that basement, when I was violated again and again... did it save my life? Did it erase my fear?
With his weak arms, Yu Yanzhang encircled Yu Jiang's young, strong body and look up to meet the man's beautiful dark eyes looking down at him while wearing a look of satisfaction along with a warm smile. Oh, that's right. Because I've been held down by him, had no way to resist his thing from entering me, and could only obediently wriggle my hips and moan like a woman to welcome his entry, that it, a woman. That's how Yu Jiang sees me, isn't it?
Lifting his eyes to look at Yu Jiang, he saw the young man pull out some tissues before he begun wiping the spilled fluids, both clear and cloudy, that stained the entirety of his parts below. Yu Jiang then wore a languid smile as he looked down at him before lowering to place a kiss atop Yu Yanzhang's lips.
Can such things save my life when it's threatened? When I was trapped like a mouse in that basement, when I was violated again and again... did it save my life? Did it erase my fear?
Just due to the mere fact he had possessed a body with both male and female sеx organs, even god wouldn't dare cast a look at him.
So what reason does he have to give consideration to that deity's rules?
Their kiss was loud and heated, coaxing Yu Yanzhang to meekly allow himself to be cradled within Yu Jiang's arms. Where their limbs and bodies were entangled a rush of heat was birthed, and as they were again lost in passion, Yu Yanzhang wondered if life would be like this moment until old age.
But in Yu Yanzhang's world, has there been any signs that such a fair judge had ever existed?
"——" No! I'm not going! His response was just on the tip of his tongue, but in the end, Yu Yanzhang decided to hold it in. He knew of Yu Jiang's wilful and authoritarian disposition, and that it would not be easy to win against him in a battle of words. So, to himself, he had resolved that he would not be going, and with such a thought in mind, he heart was able to calm itself. Then, lifting his paled face to look at Yu Jiang, upon seeing the way Yu Jiang looked at him was as though his gaze was on fire, he couldn't stop himself from erupting in a blush.
Oh, could you hold this indulgence of his against him?
With his weak arms, Yu Yanzhang encircled Yu Jiang's young, strong body and look up to meet the man's beautiful dark eyes looking down at him while wearing a look of satisfaction along with a warm smile. Oh, that's right. Because I've been held down by him, had no way to resist his thing from entering me, and could only obediently wriggle my hips and moan like a woman to welcome his entry, that it, a woman. That's how Yu Jiang sees me, isn't it?
So, his only option was to hide in abandon buildings on the outskirts, where he starved and froze for a few days more until he was knocking at the door where death awaited him. But then, on that day where the autumn made the world dreary, although he was saved by Tang Hong and miraculously reunited with Yu Jiang, the memory of hi being rаped by that thug in front of his son, Tang Hong, had made Yu Yanzhang want to vomit.
Even though I'm his father. Even though I'm a man. Yu Jiang has always said he loves me, that he loves me like a woman. He doesn't want me to do anything on my own. He wants only one thing from me, complete obedience to words, for me to obediently be held by him, and even—for me to obediently give birth to his child... So what difference is there? What difference is there between me and a woman?
With his weak arms, Yu Yanzhang encircled Yu Jiang's young, strong body and look up to meet the man's beautiful dark eyes looking down at him while wearing a look of satisfaction along with a warm smile. Oh, that's right. Because I've been held down by him, had no way to resist his thing from entering me, and could only obediently wriggle my hips and moan like a woman to welcome his entry, that it, a woman. That's how Yu Jiang sees me, isn't it?
Yu Yanzhang was exhausted—too exhausted—to the point he had not so much of a modicum of strength to allow him to move. And now, the emptiness that follows love-making had taken hold of his heart, spurring within him a sudden feeling of being at a complete loss.
It was ad to put words to the feelings he held towards Yu Jiang, just as it was towards that sweet smiling youth named Meng Fei, and just as it was to his wife Tang Lei.
Yu Jiang...
In truth, Yu Yanzhang never once hated Yu Jiang, even though it was his own blood, his own lineage flowing through his son's veins.
In truth, Yu Yanzhang never once hated Yu Jiang, even though it was his own blood, his own lineage flowing through his son's veins.
"——" No! I'm not going! His response was just on the tip of his tongue, but in the end, Yu Yanzhang decided to hold it in. He knew of Yu Jiang's wilful and authoritarian disposition, and that it would not be easy to win against him in a battle of words. So, to himself, he had resolved that he would not be going, and with such a thought in mind, he heart was able to calm itself. Then, lifting his paled face to look at Yu Jiang, upon seeing the way Yu Jiang looked at him was as though his gaze was on fire, he couldn't stop himself from erupting in a blush.
It was ad to put words to the feelings he held towards Yu Jiang, just as it was towards that sweet smiling youth named Meng Fei, and just as it was to his wife Tang Lei.
Was it really fate?
In truth, Yu Yanzhang never once hated Yu Jiang, even though it was his own blood, his own lineage flowing through his son's veins.
So, his only option was to hide in abandon buildings on the outskirts, where he starved and froze for a few days more until he was knocking at the door where death awaited him. But then, on that day where the autumn made the world dreary, although he was saved by Tang Hong and miraculously reunited with Yu Jiang, the memory of hi being rаped by that thug in front of his son, Tang Hong, had made Yu Yanzhang want to vomit.
If you're together, you'd feel happy. If they were away, you'd miss them. If they hated you, you'd feel sad. If they mistreated you, you'd be heartbroken. These sorts of feelings, ever faint, ever lingering, never passionate, never breaking. Could they be love? Who knows?
Despite him having always being a gentle, cultured man, a man who rarely ever cursed.
Once his hυge length was freed and still spilling its seed, that still hot, still tight, hole of Yu Yanzhang's had immediately felt the loss that came with its emptiness. He stayed there, lying on the bed unmoving, where only the sticky white fluid that was released during their copυlation showed any sign of movement as it rippled down his thighs.
Even hough he held no fondness for Yu Jiang's domineering personality, it made him know he was loved. Who wouldn't be happy Knowing there was another whose heart ached for him and loved him dearly? As for the obstacles between them such as gender, age, seniority, blood ties... after having undergone so many absurdities that are beyond imagining, Yu Yanzhang, who was now aware the world was not as logical or moral as he had thought, was now almost numbed to such impediments.
For the ones whose entire world gets overturned by love, they must be able to easily proclaim: Yes! This is love!
But... However, regardless of anything else, he was again free! He was free! He could again bask under the sunlight. He could again return to reality and live among people. That horrid past of his could no simply be thought of as a horrific dream, and the child growing in his belly should be thrown away. Yu Yanzhang no longer wanted to waste another thought on his past, all he wished to do was spend the rest of his days living a good life. Even though this freedom of his was bought at the price of two lives taken.
With his weak arms, Yu Yanzhang encircled Yu Jiang's young, strong body and look up to meet the man's beautiful dark eyes looking down at him while wearing a look of satisfaction along with a warm smile. Oh, that's right. Because I've been held down by him, had no way to resist his thing from entering me, and could only obediently wriggle my hips and moan like a woman to welcome his entry, that it, a woman. That's how Yu Jiang sees me, isn't it?
Was it really fate?
But what about love made it so important? What about makes it so necessary to be pursued? Yu Yanzhang was had never thought himself as the type of person who would express his feelings with passion. The reason being: This shameful body of mine.
Even hough he held no fondness for Yu Jiang's domineering personality, it made him know he was loved. Who wouldn't be happy Knowing there was another whose heart ached for him and loved him dearly? As for the obstacles between them such as gender, age, seniority, blood ties... after having undergone so many absurdities that are beyond imagining, Yu Yanzhang, who was now aware the world was not as logical or moral as he had thought, was now almost numbed to such impediments.
Since childhood, he had always felt nothing but disgust and anguish towards himself, and had long forgotten to not just love himself, but also anyone else.
Yu Jiang...
N/A
In truth, Yu Yanzhang never once hated Yu Jiang, even though it was his own blood, his own lineage flowing through his son's veins.
In those days of his youth, he abhorred that body of his, loathing it to the point where he wished he could cut that mutinous belly of his away bit by bit with a dagger and just let all of its blood spill.
He was kept so long caged like a beast underground where the light of the sun never reached. He was rаped by that devil of a an over and over again. He was forced to give birth again and again. For four long years. For four years he almost lost his life to his own hands when crippled by the despair. The only thing that kept him going was his strong desire to live. Then just like a mouse trapped in a cage, he bid his time and kept close watch time and time again for his chance to escape.
But as the years went on, after he had gotten older, the intensity of those hateful feelings had gradually faded.
So what reason does he have to give consideration to that deity's rules?
Lifting his eyes to look at Yu Jiang, he saw the young man pull out some tissues before he begun wiping the spilled fluids, both clear and cloudy, that stained the entirety of his parts below. Yu Jiang then wore a languid smile as he looked down at him before lowering to place a kiss atop Yu Yanzhang's lips.
Even though I'm his father. Even though I'm a man. Yu Jiang has always said he loves me, that he loves me like a woman. He doesn't want me to do anything on my own. He wants only one thing from me, complete obedience to words, for me to obediently be held by him, and even—for me to obediently give birth to his child... So what difference is there? What difference is there between me and a woman?
He had begun to realise that possessing such a body was not a fault of his own. And thought, Why should live a life of being rаped and not daring to speak up?
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: Part 1
He had begun feeling like this when he was young, and with Tang Lei's help, he had escaped the clutches of those men. He had then gotten married. He then had proper sons. Plus, being a man, when all was said and done, it was to be expected he also had some dream of attaining dignity in this life. So, with the aid of his father, and at the age of thirty, he had also become a government official.
But as the years went on, after he had gotten older, the intensity of those hateful feelings had gradually faded.
Yes, those were the good days. Yu Yanzhang was as close to happiness as he had ever gotten. The only things that had given him any trouble or pain was his son Yu Jiang looking at him with contempt, along with the boy using his strength to overpower and violate him. But... it was my son, and since it was my son, I could tolerate anything.
If you're together, you'd feel happy. If they were away, you'd miss them. If they hated you, you'd feel sad. If they mistreated you, you'd be heartbroken. These sorts of feelings, ever faint, ever lingering, never passionate, never breaking. Could they be love? Who knows?
He was also worried about those men who had attacked him back then, however, in a world filled with an ocean of people, who would know were a single person is? He never thought they would be trying to find him, and never expected that he would again become entangled with those devils.
He had escaped those days he had spent locked away in total darkness, wandering the streets like a tramp. Again, he could enjoy the warmth of the sun on his skin. It had only been two days—two days—since he had been found and free!
Yes, those were the good days. Yu Yanzhang was as close to happiness as he had ever gotten. The only things that had given him any trouble or pain was his son Yu Jiang looking at him with contempt, along with the boy using his strength to overpower and violate him. But... it was my son, and since it was my son, I could tolerate anything.
But what about love made it so important? What about makes it so necessary to be pursued? Yu Yanzhang was had never thought himself as the type of person who would express his feelings with passion. The reason being: This shameful body of mine.
However...
iana: I'm going to be honest, apart from a couple things, this sht's going to be depressing.
Yu Yanzhang had no regrets.
N/A
...fate.
Morals and ethics, such things can only be upheld in a fair society. And a world like that, should have a god who treats everyone and everything just as equally.
Was it really fate?
What else could he do? This was just how the world is: the strong ate the weak. If he hadn't killed, odds are he would still be locked in that dark, damp basement where he would live out his life. He would be tyrannized and rаped by that devil of a and used as a standing for a woman that was turned into a machine for giving birth. And at just the thought of his long long days of innocence and youth, for some reason, his heart had stung.
With his weak arms, Yu Yanzhang encircled Yu Jiang's young, strong body and look up to meet the man's beautiful dark eyes looking down at him while wearing a look of satisfaction along with a warm smile. Oh, that's right. Because I've been held down by him, had no way to resist his thing from entering me, and could only obediently wriggle my hips and moan like a woman to welcome his entry, that it, a woman. That's how Yu Jiang sees me, isn't it?
But... However, regardless of anything else, he was again free! He was free! He could again bask under the sunlight. He could again return to reality and live among people. That horrid past of his could no simply be thought of as a horrific dream, and the child growing in his belly should be thrown away. Yu Yanzhang no longer wanted to waste another thought on his past, all he wished to do was spend the rest of his days living a good life. Even though this freedom of his was bought at the price of two lives taken.
"What are you thinking about?" Lost deep in his thoughts, Yu Yanzhang was suddenly pulled back o reality by the heat of kiss pressed upon his lips. That was the moment when he had seen Yu Jiang looking down at i, with dark eyes and a warm, smiling expression. "Tomorrow, I'm taking you to the doctor to get an abortion."
Yes, those were the good days. Yu Yanzhang was as close to happiness as he had ever gotten. The only things that had given him any trouble or pain was his son Yu Jiang looking at him with contempt, along with the boy using his strength to overpower and violate him. But... it was my son, and since it was my son, I could tolerate anything.
"——" No! I'm not going! His response was just on the tip of his tongue, but in the end, Yu Yanzhang decided to hold it in. He knew of Yu Jiang's wilful and authoritarian disposition, and that it would not be easy to win against him in a battle of words. So, to himself, he had resolved that he would not be going, and with such a thought in mind, he heart was able to calm itself. Then, lifting his paled face to look at Yu Jiang, upon seeing the way Yu Jiang looked at him was as though his gaze was on fire, he couldn't stop himself from erupting in a blush.
Yu Yanzhang was exhausted—too exhausted—to the point he had not so much of a modicum of strength to allow him to move. And now, the emptiness that follows love-making had taken hold of his heart, spurring within him a sudden feeling of being at a complete loss.
Even hough he held no fondness for Yu Jiang's domineering personality, it made him know he was loved. Who wouldn't be happy Knowing there was another whose heart ached for him and loved him dearly? As for the obstacles between them such as gender, age, seniority, blood ties... after having undergone so many absurdities that are beyond imagining, Yu Yanzhang, who was now aware the world was not as logical or moral as he had thought, was now almost numbed to such impediments.
He had begun feeling like this when he was young, and with Tang Lei's help, he had escaped the clutches of those men. He had then gotten married. He then had proper sons. Plus, being a man, when all was said and done, it was to be expected he also had some dream of attaining dignity in this life. So, with the aid of his father, and at the age of thirty, he had also become a government official.
Morality, ethics... What even are such things? Can they be eaten as a meal?
Are the police still looking for the person who killed Liu Wei, Tang Sen, and Liu Wei's wife?
Lifting his eyes to look at Yu Jiang, he saw the young man pull out some tissues before he begun wiping the spilled fluids, both clear and cloudy, that stained the entirety of his parts below. Yu Jiang then wore a languid smile as he looked down at him before lowering to place a kiss atop Yu Yanzhang's lips.
Just due to the mere fact he had possessed a body with both male and female sеx organs, even god wouldn't dare cast a look at him.
Can such things save my life when it's threatened? When I was trapped like a mouse in that basement, when I was violated again and again... did it save my life? Did it erase my fear?
He had begun to realise that possessing such a body was not a fault of his own. And thought, Why should live a life of being rаped and not daring to speak up?
Morals and ethics, such things can only be upheld in a fair society. And a world like that, should have a god who treats everyone and everything just as equally.
Since childhood, he had always felt nothing but disgust and anguish towards himself, and had long forgotten to not just love himself, but also anyone else.
What else could he do? This was just how the world is: the strong ate the weak. If he hadn't killed, odds are he would still be locked in that dark, damp basement where he would live out his life. He would be tyrannized and rаped by that devil of a and used as a standing for a woman that was turned into a machine for giving birth. And at just the thought of his long long days of innocence and youth, for some reason, his heart had stung.
iana: I'm going to be honest, apart from a couple things, this sht's going to be depressing.
But in Yu Yanzhang's world, has there been any signs that such a fair judge had ever existed?
Their kiss was loud and heated, coaxing Yu Yanzhang to meekly allow himself to be cradled within Yu Jiang's arms. Where their limbs and bodies were entangled a rush of heat was birthed, and as they were again lost in passion, Yu Yanzhang wondered if life would be like this moment until old age.
Never. From since childhood, he has experienced the pain of being ostracized, despised, rаped, and those attacks had even come from his own family.
Pulling his still hardened length from that lυstful inner wall of Yu Yanzhang that bound itself around his shaft with a deadly grip took a lot of effort on Yu Jiang's part, and required a movement akin to tugging a carrot buried deep in earth.
Just due to the mere fact he had possessed a body with both male and female sеx organs, even god wouldn't dare cast a look at him.
He was also worried about those men who had attacked him back then, however, in a world filled with an ocean of people, who would know were a single person is? He never thought they would be trying to find him, and never expected that he would again become entangled with those devils.
So what reason does he have to give consideration to that deity's rules?
...fate.
He had begun to realise that possessing such a body was not a fault of his own. And thought, Why should live a life of being rаped and not daring to speak up?
Was it really fate?
What about morality? What about ethics? —Fυck them! To hell with them all!
Then when that chance finally arrived, when that day finally came, he took the risk to escape and killed that man who had imprisoned him along with that man's woman. But with how unsightly and preposterous his body looked, and hi having committed murders, he couldn't dare make his way to the heart of the city where most people were. How could he?
Despite him having always being a gentle, cultured man, a man who rarely ever cursed.
"What are you thinking about?" Lost deep in his thoughts, Yu Yanzhang was suddenly pulled back o reality by the heat of kiss pressed upon his lips. That was the moment when he had seen Yu Jiang looking down at i, with dark eyes and a warm, smiling expression. "Tomorrow, I'm taking you to the doctor to get an abortion."
In those days of his youth, he abhorred that body of his, loathing it to the point where he wished he could cut that mutinous belly of his away bit by bit with a dagger and just let all of its blood spill.
He had begun feeling like this when he was young, and with Tang Lei's help, he had escaped the clutches of those men. He had then gotten married. He then had proper sons. Plus, being a man, when all was said and done, it was to be expected he also had some dream of attaining dignity in this life. So, with the aid of his father, and at the age of thirty, he had also become a government official.
Oh, could you hold this indulgence of his against him?
What about morality? What about ethics? —Fυck them! To hell with them all!
He had escaped those days he had spent locked away in total darkness, wandering the streets like a tramp. Again, he could enjoy the warmth of the sun on his skin. It had only been two days—two days—since he had been found and free!
In those days of his youth, he abhorred that body of his, loathing it to the point where he wished he could cut that mutinous belly of his away bit by bit with a dagger and just let all of its blood spill.
N/A
Despite him having always being a gentle, cultured man, a man who rarely ever cursed.
He was kept so long caged like a beast underground where the light of the sun never reached. He was rаped by that devil of a an over and over again. He was forced to give birth again and again. For four long years. For four years he almost lost his life to his own hands when crippled by the despair. The only thing that kept him going was his strong desire to live. Then just like a mouse trapped in a cage, he bid his time and kept close watch time and time again for his chance to escape.
Just due to the mere fact he had possessed a body with both male and female sеx organs, even god wouldn't dare cast a look at him.
Then when that chance finally arrived, when that day finally came, he took the risk to escape and killed that man who had imprisoned him along with that man's woman. But with how unsightly and preposterous his body looked, and hi having committed murders, he couldn't dare make his way to the heart of the city where most people were. How could he?
Yu Yanzhang had no regrets.
Yes, those were the good days. Yu Yanzhang was as close to happiness as he had ever gotten. The only things that had given him any trouble or pain was his son Yu Jiang looking at him with contempt, along with the boy using his strength to overpower and violate him. But... it was my son, and since it was my son, I could tolerate anything.
So what reason does he have to give consideration to that deity's rules?
So, his only option was to hide in abandon buildings on the outskirts, where he starved and froze for a few days more until he was knocking at the door where death awaited him. But then, on that day where the autumn made the world dreary, although he was saved by Tang Hong and miraculously reunited with Yu Jiang, the memory of hi being rаped by that thug in front of his son, Tang Hong, had made Yu Yanzhang want to vomit.
It was ad to put words to the feelings he held towards Yu Jiang, just as it was towards that sweet smiling youth named Meng Fei, and just as it was to his wife Tang Lei.
He had escaped those days he had spent locked away in total darkness, wandering the streets like a tramp. Again, he could enjoy the warmth of the sun on his skin. It had only been two days—two days—since he had been found and free!
He had begun to realise that possessing such a body was not a fault of his own. And thought, Why should live a life of being rаped and not daring to speak up?
But... However, regardless of anything else, he was again free! He was free! He could again bask under the sunlight. He could again return to reality and live among people. That horrid past of his could no simply be thought of as a horrific dream, and the child growing in his belly should be thrown away. Yu Yanzhang no longer wanted to waste another thought on his past, all he wished to do was spend the rest of his days living a good life. Even though this freedom of his was bought at the price of two lives taken.
Once his hυge length was freed and still spilling its seed, that still hot, still tight, hole of Yu Yanzhang's had immediately felt the loss that came with its emptiness. He stayed there, lying on the bed unmoving, where only the sticky white fluid that was released during their copυlation showed any sign of movement as it rippled down his thighs.
Lifting his eyes to look at Yu Jiang, he saw the young man pull out some tissues before he begun wiping the spilled fluids, both clear and cloudy, that stained the entirety of his parts below. Yu Jiang then wore a languid smile as he looked down at him before lowering to place a kiss atop Yu Yanzhang's lips.
In truth, Yu Yanzhang never once hated Yu Jiang, even though it was his own blood, his own lineage flowing through his son's veins.
Yu Yanzhang had no regrets.
For the ones whose entire world gets overturned by love, they must be able to easily proclaim: Yes! This is love!
What else could he do? This was just how the world is: the strong ate the weak. If he hadn't killed, odds are he would still be locked in that dark, damp basement where he would live out his life. He would be tyrannized and rаped by that devil of a and used as a standing for a woman that was turned into a machine for giving birth. And at just the thought of his long long days of innocence and youth, for some reason, his heart had stung.
Lifting his eyes to look at Yu Jiang, he saw the young man pull out some tissues before he begun wiping the spilled fluids, both clear and cloudy, that stained the entirety of his parts below. Yu Jiang then wore a languid smile as he looked down at him before lowering to place a kiss atop Yu Yanzhang's lips.
Are the police still looking for the person who killed Liu Wei, Tang Sen, and Liu Wei's wife?
However...
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